Do I know Myself ?

Let me start with this keeping a similarity of the page Title itself. Before I start, this is not a Spiritual post or similar .. spirituality might come sometime later (under the effect of Spirit :) ) but not now.  Grown up as a Middle Class Studious Student, not that great in any sport but know how to play all my dream was to be a Doctor (see, point of being in a Middle class Family). Somehow started higher studies with Microbiology and Biotech and college labs became my next home. Towards the last year of studies, the dream shattered, realisation took ownership of mind. Career journey started ... This part of the story might be some other time.  During this growing up period, moral values were at higher pick - gradually started fading the more I grow ups. Now my favourite past time is..thinking about if I could have lowered my guards of Values a little earlier, my life would have different. But same time, when I see my cousins or juniors (Gen Z n all) living life...